My hearts an open sore that I hope heals soon ;

But they all didnt see the little bit of sadness in me...

Ignorance to cope, man, ignorance is bliss...

no ignorance is love && I need that shit.!

I am happy.! (thats just the saddest lie.)

XXI.

I had a feeling Forever 21 would be packed
I mean what good stores did Christiana have.?
I walked in && there were females galore, it was pretty shocking.

It was really overwhelming to say the least.

Then to top it off these two irrelevant chicks were amazed to see me in person I guess
("Yea b*tch I do exist" lmao. wtf.!)

because they came back for a second glance.

!.boo bxtch bye.!

Anyway they had good sales, I got a jacket && a shirt for $35.

Now Im waiting for my love H&M. hey now. = ).

Playoffs...???

ugh...I dont know what the freak is up w.my Gmen,
but they pissed me off today.
I dont see how they lost to Carolina 49-9

Like...what.? Ggrrr.!
Now there's a slim to none chance they'll be in the playoffs.
Im still riding w.them...so take that take that Giants, haters.

= ).

snake bites ;

okay...I really want snake bites,
for those who dont know its two piercings just under the bottom lip:
one on the left side and one on the right.
The only problem is I think my lips are to big for all that.
Yo no se...

I also thought about my tongue &&/or my left nipple.
Not sure why I want my left boob, but yea.
I know my mother is gonna snap, but she snapped over my last 3 tats
&& then grew to like em lol.

♥ J.

My Soldier...

Walt...I knew this kid since 8th grade
maddd long, six years && shit. wow.!
We`ve been through it all;
make ups, break ups, hating each other && friendship.

Im grasping the fact that your leaving for Afghanistan this year.
I'm very proud of you babyyy, but sad your leaving me.

Idk what I'm gonna do for a year w/o you...ugh
Guess I better pick up a hobby.

Love ya kid J = ).

Merry Christmas Lovies

This is my favorite time of year, but for some reason
its just starting to feel more like Christmas, I guess bc its finally the 25th.
I dont like growing up, things just arent the same. sheesh.! lol

My lil man (bruddah) is in sunny Florida w.pops,
while Im stuck up North in this Wintery Tundra ; can we jeal much.
Hey I'll have fun cooking w.dukes && wrapping up lil mans gifts.
While watching my fav Christmas movie 'A Christmas Story'
I swear this movie will NEVER get old to me
this shit is odee funny, like did he seriously stick his tongue to the pole
 && Ralphie whooping that little boys assss.!
That is some funny ish, poor thing blacked out && used all types of potty words
"speaking in strange tongues"omfg.! lol.!

Anywho I hope everyone has a safe && blessed holiday
Give thanx to the man above *HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY* to my fav man.!

Princess Tiana = ).

okay...
I went to see 'The Princess && the Frog' earlier with my cuz.
It was sooo freaking cute && def a must see.
Prior to seeing it my uncle who is uber religious told me to boycott it. lol
Of course I went to see it anyway, it was a little creepy bc of the shadow man.
He was like a freaking voodoo king ; "no haitian voodoo, no headless chickens"
like deadass on some weird type time. ooohhhh.!

The story line was good, sort of like "Go for what you need, rather than what you want"
Louis the alligator reminds me so much of Baloo
from the jungle book, making beats && singing jazz songs. so cute.

I thought the movie was going to be all types of racist, but it was the total opposite.
Kudos Disney Productions. Now all we need is a West Indian Princess. ha. lmao.!

a little piece of sunshine...

Wow, every celebrity death I've heard about this year
I thought was just a cruel rumor.
When Michael Jackson passed I didn't believe it until Larry King announced it.

Now, earlier this morning Brittany Murphy passes after going into cardiac arrest.
She was only 32 years old && suffered heart complications.
Like wtf, this shows that you cant take anything for granted, 2mrw is not promised.
My condolences go out to her family, they keep going younger && younger.
o9 was not the best year!

*RIP Brittany*
she was extremely funny in her movies, kudos girl!

Make em Say !

"I like my rose' red
&& my diamonds blue
Keep a dime chick
like 5 x 2"...

Aight I'm sorry I have to admit this song is tough && Meek is cool.
I'm gonna blame it on the crazy bass in the Toyota,
making the song sound 236571243710x better. lol

Delaware goes hard for Meek though
may just catch me doing the lil shoulder pop dance. haha
I love my Wilmington peeps.
...pause...
this knee grow has a video for "Make em say"
I'm odee late, but check it out.

1 for the team;

LMAOOO! this whole idea tickles my tummy.
Correct me if Im wrong.
Isnt this when a group of boys talk/mess w.a group of girls.
&& unfortunately there may be that one mud duck or grenade. ( hehe. continuing )
The boys go for the cute girls leaving one boy to talk to the mud duck?
&& if he isnt willing to "take 1 for the team" so the rest of them
can get their groove on he gets shunned. lol

I'm so glad females dont involve themselves in shenanigans like this.
bc I would never take ish for a damn team. lol